If you want to know the inner me. Sunday, April 19, 2009
I feel like posting again.
Reflect and you will know what's wrong with you. Maybe you don't. Maybe you can't see it yourself. But someone will. And im that someone. You wouldn't believe, Thats cause you're afraid. I see all the emotions in your eyes, they're all lies, i've seen through them. All your intentions, I bidded them goodbye. I won't have to suffer anymore, under your hands. You think I will regret, that's what you think. You chose to believe others, I have nothing to say. Tell me, did I had any stand in your heart when we were together? Let's don't lie anymore. We both know the answer is no. That's what they don't know, cause they can't see through you. I thought you will be a gentleman, that's what I thought. Goodbye means goodbye, you're a loser, if you can't say goodbye to the past.
I will find my love again, someday. Treat me well and I might fall in love with you. Not you, v. This goodbye im saying to you, means I will not turn back anymore.
We both had wishes for each other, when we said goodbye. I meant mine, I hope you meant yours. I really hope you will find happiness. Because I will too. I remember telling you I will be your listening ear, I still will be, be it now or the future. Thank you for the happy memories, that you once gave me. Although my temper wasn't the best, but still, thank you for putting up with me. We were so happy together, but that was 2 years ago. How I wished he called later, all might still be fine, but it was the past. I've let go of this past, and I hope you will too.